how the heck am i supposed to do this? how can i keep on like if i don’t have feelings for him? why is this so freaking hard. how the hell do i get over it? its tearing me apart every single day. but the biggest question of all is, how do i tell him without ruining everything? maybe he already knows everything and i just want to talk to him all the time but i don’t want it to be weird or different after, well maybe my feelings because I’m just so tired of looking at him with all the love in the world and i get nothing in return…I want so badly to get over him, but at the same time i really do love him and its going to hurt so much when i can’t see him anymore, but we never express ourselves to each other and thats what kills me, i don’t want to move away and then its too late to say anything i want him to know everything and spend every moment with me that he can but he “doesn’t want to be in a relationship, or hurt me” too late dude… I’m literally on the brink of death with these emotions i can’t take it anymore and I’m just so afraid of exploding one day.
LOL orlando here i come.
